Thursday, June 5, 2014

Feeling yes.

I am sitting here, nursing Abe, watching the corners of his mouth curl up in a teensy smile, feeling his body relax and his eyes open and close, and at first I wish I can capture a picture of this. His sweetness. He has been so happy and peaceful and content all day, and especially now as he eats. He is so tiny and so perfect. Sometimes I think about how much I love Abe and how happy I am to have him in our family and I wonder, "Does he love us back? Is he happy to be here in our family?" Here, with his little hand relaxed on my chest, I just feel yes. Yes he is happy to be here with us. Yes he does love us. I don't need a picture to remember this feeling.